It's been a really depressing week.
I should toughen up and learn not to care about hurtful things people can say about me. I always thought that I should treat my friends nicely because they are my friends. I love them. Trust me when I say this: I know that I don't have that many friends. So I should treat whoever I have nicely.
But when your friend just keeps treating you like a piece of shit, you can't lie about how much it hurts you. This is why I'm scared of the idea of having best friends.